Your career choice is something you’ll have to work to change or learn to live with. Do what you love. If you run at it and refuse to back down, then you will eventually break through. Musicians, professional athletes, actors, writers are all competitive job markets. Not many people succeed, but there is a chance. If you truly love it, then you will take that chance, fail, and choose it again. The only thing that stops people from landing their dreams is themselves. Their fear of failure. Their unwillingness to work their hardest. You have to believe that your dream is obtainable and then work to make it real. Allow yourself, allow your kids to believe.